Still Love

I keep forgetting that
you won't be walking
in through the front door
any time soon
that I will never
look upon your face
ever again
and that we will never
walk through the park
hand in hand again

But every night I am
reminded of your absence
your side of the bed is
cold and empty
and still smells like you
I cry myself to sleep
continually because I miss you so

Why did you have to go
especially the way you did
I wish you weren't such a hero
selfishly

I wish you were still here

I still love you and always will